ohhhhh! my quivering aching flesh

I am on my 36th hour awake. It feels like everything around me is shaking like a very mild earthquake but I know it’s me. When I was driving on the GSP it seemed like all these crazy people on the road were driving everywhere but maybe that was like these shakes, just me. NO AC for a long time now.

Thoughts I had while driving and madly making sure I stayed awake:

-On the good days I thought how lucky and undeserving I was to have you. On the bad days I thought you were every bit the punishment I deserved for that first love I blithely swept aside.-

-Mrs. Kuenzel worked those rubber bands in her hands as though she were the most devout of catholics worrying a rosary to ward off any sins that might accidentally or actually stain her.-

They have to be worked on.

There’s more, and I fear they’ll change or vanish if I don’t write them down now but I have a full day tomorrow and the next so this will have to do.

Note to self (and any who read this): I am still exhibiting tendencies towards passive agressive self destruction (see first paragraph)